THE DEVIL WITHIN
what a shame to my being
allowing this to come out from me
never ever thought of this happening
allowing my past to propose my present future
i thought i could handle everything
i thought i only needed some time
my thought has turned into a night mare i am so scared of
everything is now working against the norms i once regarded
i wish this could only be a dream
i wish i could wake up from this
i wish i could only wish what will never happen
now, i am living in a world, full of miseries
hello world,
what else can i do
advice me world….
who else can i call upon
everybody seems deaf,
just because i am desperately in need of help
everybody turned out to be so busy
just because i needed their company
i wish i could fight this, without involving the world around
i wish i could overcome this, without exposing the secret at hand
procrastination has turned me into a slave
who then will save me from this
i am the worst nightmare i ever experienced
i wish this could turn out to be a scary story
now, i am meant to handle my own mistakes
i wish the world will understand this intake…
what a shame to my side…..