I thought I have all it takes…
to defeat the past that brings worries to the future of my present.
I thought… I’m just strong enough…to battle with what the past that gave my future to my present being…
The more I try…the more difficult it looks…
The less I try…the more troubled I am…
I am really worried…pained….shamed and sorry (if I am acting below expectation)…
This is never meant to stay forever…I know I am stronger than the present person my past carved…
Tonight, I will get out of this cage…and paint a better future for me.
Trying to forget my past seem difficcult..but will never allow my past to win this battle of ours.
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